Self Distructive Binge

ok it’s Halloween and I haven’t blogged in a long while.I have been on a self distuctive binge for about a month or so. The water retention has got me so frustrated and I don’t really care any more.I’m tired of always watching what I have to eat and drink. I feel so tired and yukky all the time and I feel like this even when i eat good. The doctors can’t find anything wrong but i know something ain’t right. I’m sorry if I let alot of you down but i am only human. I have been doing research on Lupus and I’m gonna have my doctor run a test for it.I have alot of the symtoms and i found out that on my fathers side there was alot of autoimmune diseases. I don’t want to have it but itwould be answers to why i feel like I do and I will know what todo to make me feel better.

  I still get on here and read blogs cuz i find them to be so encouraging in my world that seems to be discouraging. Blessings to all.

4 Comments so far

  1. somemansdream @ November 1st, 2008

    Dawn,
    Dont give up ..your doing good…researching and looking for answers. Doctors are busy and dont wanna take the time when the answer isnt readily apparent. I hope that you find the answers soon.
    Big hugs…and good luck. Hope things work out well for you. Debbie

  2. kyliejo @ November 1st, 2008

    Find a new doctor, have them draw some labs. Don’t give up, there are good physicians out there but sadly most of them are few and far between. You have a right to be happy and healthy.

  3. yarrow @ November 1st, 2008

    You can find a lot of things on the internet that you don’t have. Glad you are working with a physician

    yarrow
    Good luck

  4. kamaperry @ November 5th, 2008

    Good for you in listenomg the voice that tells you something is not right. Drs aren’t always right. Praying for you.

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